BITCH I'M SPECIAL ! ^^

Mirror, mirror on the wall
Who's got the most inflated ego of them all?
Thinks he can make a booty call
Thinks he is so loveable
Thinks he is the perfect man, that I should never let go
And that?s why I let him go

The first thing he wants in the morning aint you
Its all about him in the morning baby
You got a boy like I had, using you (a boy like that is using baby)
Let me help you understand sexy grin from ear to ear
Girl if you were inside his head
This is what you?d hear

Ayo you gotta love me(love me)
Bitch I?m special(bitch im special)
I want everybody thinking that I got something else(something else) they don?t have
You gotta love me(love me)
Bitch I?m special(bitch im special)
I want everybody thinking that I got something else(something else) they don?t have
La da da da da da(4x)

He handled me like merchandise
Hate to admit the down payment was his bedroom eyes (yeah)
Ay then after he passed home base he started to pump the breaks
My heavenly bliss destroyed
He flipped a U-y in my face
I was the grand prize that he hardly had to chase
Said goodbye cause I coulda sworn I heard him say


Ayo you gotta love me(love me)
Bitch I?m special(bitch im special)
I want everybody thinking that I got something else(something else) they don?t have
You gotta love me(love me)
Bitch I?m special(bitch im special)
I want everybody thinking that I got something else(something else) they don?t have
La da da da da da(4x)

You don?t gotta love no selfish man
Let him love on himself
Let him love on himself (yeah)
Let him love someone else
Let him love someone else
Im just too good (too good)

He said you gotta love me(love me)
Bitch I?m special(bitch im special)
I want everybody thinking that I got something they don?t have
You gotta love me(love me)
Bitch I?m special(bitch im special)
I want everybody thinking that I got something they don?t have
Bitch

DEM HATERS !! HELL YEAH ! XOXO

I'm not concerned with people
Who prey on the wealth of their fellow man
'Cause they only want to know you, enroll you
Only for the things ya had, I just think it's so sad

Get dem haters out your circle
Smile in your face but all they wanna do is bring ya down, down
See them try to mess to hurt you and work you
Anything to bring ya down, down

They keep evil thoughts in their hearts
What you don't know
You can't let them knock your hustle
Not letting them know how much you struggle

They turn green with envy when you're on top
And dem heart is full with strife
Their by gonna try to take your life

Get dem haters out your circle
Smile in your face but all they wanna do is bring ya down, down
See them try to mess to hurt you and work you
Anything to bring ya down, down

Get dem haters out your circle
Smile in your face but all they wanna do is bring ya down, down
See them try to mess to hurt you and work you
Anything to bring ya down, down
( From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/r/rihanna-lyrics/dem-haters-lyrics.html )

Ya, know they talk about ya and they tell the lies
Don't be fooled you betta recognize
They not there for you, they don't care for you
Trust me 'cuz I know it's true

Ya know they smile in your face and make ya think they down
Then they turn against you when you're not around
It's just jealousy and dishonesty
So, hold on to your sanity

Get dem haters out your circle
Smile in your face but all they wanna do is bring ya down, down
See them try to mess to hurt you and work you
Anything to bring ya down, down

Get dem haters out your circle
Smile in your face but all they wanna do is bring ya down, down
See them try to mess to hurt you and work you
Anything to bring ya down, down

Ya, know they talk about ya and they tell the lies
Don't be fooled you betta recognize
They not there for you, they don't care for you
Trust me 'cuz I know it's true

Ya know they smile in your face and make ya think they down
Then they turn against you when you're not around
It's just jealousy and dishonesty
So hold on to your sanity

make your own choice (:

oke , just wanna make a short entry , macam tertibe je rase macam ayat ni betul jersss .

" if u have to choose the one u already in a relationship and the one you just fall in love with , just pick the one that u just fall in love , because , if you love the person that u used to love with , u will never fall in love with someone else "

nampak macam ayat ni ade betul nya kan ? kalau kite sayang dekat orang yang kite dah sayang bertahun tahun , tak kan lah kita boleh sayang + cinta dekat orang lain kan kan ? *siyes je nak tanye tanye orang*

but then , think it back guys ! if u choose the one that u just mate and not so get into her/his life , why u should gamble to give what u got ? don't you ever remember your most lovely moment together ? *if u have* pfttttt !

so the decision is yours . once u make a decision , be firm and hoping everything will be just fine as u wish (:

if you do have heart , read this story (':

MARRIAGE

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly.

She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?

I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.

She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane.

When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions:

she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.

She requested that every day for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Jane about my wife's divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out...

on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outsidethe door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.

On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy.

I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind...I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.

Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.

At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, " I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart " .

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead.

My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push thru with the divorce.-- At least, in the eyes of our son--- I'm a loving husband....

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!

Many of life's failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.

Just wanna share this story with you guys . everybody make mistake , and we learn from it and make us be a better person. if u already have someone special , just stick with him/her . because u do love him/her actually , its just because sometime u just felt boring with the same environment or doing same thing over and over again . so make a different on it or go and find some times to do the things that u guys used to do on ur first mate . (: it will be lovely then ...

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oke lah , dapat info ni pun dari blog cik epal kite . laii laii buat duit . macam yang korang smue tau gune nuffnang kan , tapi kalau guna nuffnang ni nak kne traffic meletop habis baru lah duit tuh naik kedek kedek , itu pun kalau dia nak naik lah , kalau tak , korang doa lah bebyk sampai dia nak ye . haha . tapi ni ade lagi 1 website . namenye HEARTBEAT . agak agak duit korang naik macam jantung korang denyut pun boleh jugak . nak nak kalau korang ni rajin update blog korangkan . tak pun korang rajin promote blog korang dekat facebook ke , twitter ke , myspace ke *kalau ade yang gune lagi* kuikui .

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haaaa , kan dah lame tak update haaaa .so nak mengeli geli kan diri deana untuk taip dan diri korang untuk membace . kuikui . bukan lah tidak update sebab renovate blog ni ke ape . tapi kebusyan yang mengalahkan perdana menteri telah menimpa diri ini . ape boleh buat , korban kan lah blog ni yea . bukan takat blog je . cik facebook pun dah lame tak bukak . haaaaa . busy kan sgt kan care deana cite ? hoho . memang busy . ):

insyaallah lepas ni tak busy dah . cewahhh , padahal assignment menimbun nimbun dok ngilai ngilai panggil deana . huhu . oleh di sebab kan macam nak nak habis dah hujung hujung ni , badan ni macam otomatik jadi cam longlai nak menari ala ala mak limah tengah basuh kain dekat sungai . malas gilerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr . badan ni macam tau tau je kan nak abes sem , so dia pun buat perangai plak . * salahkan badan *

nak tau assignment ape yang dok mengilai ? haaaa , ni haaaa :

assignment 1 nak buat advertisement subjek consumer behavior .
assignment 2 report untuk company sendiri , deana buat chocolate, subjek new small business venture .
assignment 3 nak kena buat busniess plan , company chocolate jugak , subjek new small business venture .
assignment 4 pasal cimb , explain pasal investment .
assignment 5 pasal world internal factor .

haaaaa , banyak kan . kuikui . 5 assignment yang tengah mengilai dan akan terus mengilai . huhu . paling tak best adelah kene buat business plan ! erghhhh ! nak pinjam bank 1 juta , menganga deana nak pikir barang ape nak letak dalam proposal tuh nak suruh bank tuh apprv . pffffffftttttttttttttttt !

tapi mungkin jugak sebab makin lame subjek makin susah and al maklum lah , kadang kadang malas nak gune hikmat cik otak kan . padahal semua boleh di google je . haha . kesimpulan nya adelah malas . haaaaaa .

keadaan same seperti biase , masih kekal seperti dulu , atau pun telah menjadi lebih baik . biase lah , kene lah baik kan , tak kan nak jadi tak baik . lalala . hidup semakin aman dan damai sejahtera . cume tak aman sebab cik assignment yang dok ngilai tuh je . serammm oooo .

oke , sekarang nak cite saat indah pulak . hahaha . kompem lah dengan permate hati pujaan kalbu kan . uishh !
nak cerite satu satu macam banyak sangat , sebab dah lame tak update kannnn . haaaaa . so gambar je lah yea . untuk mereka yang rajin nak kumpul gambar saya dan kekasih hati saya untuk buat hati sendu sendu sikit ke boleh lah tengok haaaa .


yeahhh buli ! rasekan ! wa dah cakap , lu jangan nakal , kan dah kene tarik rambut . tengok muke wa , relex je , siap senyum lagi :D

memang seronok dapat buli lu ni . tengok wa siap peace bagai , lu dok kerut kerut dahi pulak . alololo . kepit kat tiak je lah pun . drama king lah lu ni . xDyea encik hariz , rambut saya memang untuk awak tarik kan . ni namenye kes buli balik . huuuuuuuuuu . tapi muke wa kene buli relex je . lalalalala

haaaa , rase macam dah cukup lah tuh yea . heeee . kalau nak koleksi lagi boleh lah anta inbox msg kat facebook deana yea , gile macam artis plak den raso haaa . *nada perli*

saya sakit 1 , awak sakit 3456768908765645 nanti . hahahaha . tapi tak mengape , saya adelah insan yang lemah gemalai menari ala kak limah balik rumah . tapi heee , ade batas nya juge .

i'm trying to be professional , so don't create something that u think u can't image what are the consequences . big big girl already aite ? so talk like a women . come and face me if u have something to talk about , if not , i'll go by myself ruin ur life . * gile siyes ayat aku* seram tak ? tak seram ? kesah plak . lalalala
sekian lah entry yang mempunyai unsur gedik gedik , marah , tertekan , happy , lapar *eh , silap , tapi memang laparrr* . ni gambar yang last ni saje nak wat background cam gini . tapi macam pening pulak bile tengok . adessss . BYE korang !

Fchuuuuuuu !

fchhhhhhhhuuuuuuuuu ! macam style pulak rasanye kalau bersin macam ni kan . asyik asyik accchhhuuuuuu je , lame sgt lah kan . haha . so mari lah kite bersama sama tukar sebutan bersin kite kawan kawannn . fffffffffchhhhhhhhhhhuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu ! lagi sekali uuuolsssss , FFFCCCCCHHHHUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU ! oke sekian , itu je yang deana nak korang bace untuk entry ni . LOL !

BYE !